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Myself, in a sentence
I have found something that describes me perfectly and put it together to mean ME-There’s no use in talking to people who have a home, they have no idea what its like to seek safety in other people, for home to be wherever you lied you head. I was always an unusual girl, my mother told me that I had a chameleon soul. No moral compass pointing me due north, no fixed personality. Just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide as wavering as the ocean. And if I said that I didn’t plan for it to turn out this way I’d be lying- because I was born to be the other woman. I belonged to no one- who belonged to everyone, who had nothing- who wanted everything with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn’t even talk about- and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me. Who are you? Are you in touch with all your darkest fantasies? Have you created a life for yourself where you’re free to experience them?
I Am Fucking Crazy. But I Am Free.
My favorite tattoo and the story behind it
I love my Jeremy Fish art piece "Where Hearts Get Left" on my left arm because I have a love affair with San Francisco that some people don't understand. When I was a little girl and lived in South Lake Tahoe we would come to SF all the time and I knew I'd end up back there so I left my heart there in the wet cement as a kid. As a young adult I came back and I got my heart back :] I have been living there for years now by myself and the beauty of it never goes away. This piece means the world to me because the city really has my true heart. Also I love Jeremy Fish the artist, and respect his work and I got to meet him and have him sign my tattoo so that is actually first on my list of little tats is to add that to the piece.
My first tattoo and the story behind it
My first tattoo was right after I turned 18 and moved back to SF so I got a blue bird on my left foot [great idea for first tattoo] to represent me spreading my wings and starting a new chapter. The reason I chose a bluebird was because I love Charles Bukowski the author and his poem The Bluebird is one of my favorites of all time-"there's a bluebird in my heart, but I don't let him out..." I also got an infinity sign on the back of the bird added. Instantly I loved the pain and originally I was only going to do the bird but then I decided to add some lettering swirling up my calf that went along with the bluebird and poem and it says "I was not born for one corner, this whole world is my native land." I have no hometown, I am a nomad and the bird with the flight and ability to come and go also represents my personality. I had a great experience and loved my artist, I fell in love with tattoos instantly.
My next tattoo
I have three next tattoos planned out. The first is a phoenix rising from ashes on my back/shoulder blade area to represent that I've been to hell and am back better than ever. The next one is a garter with a gun tucked into it on my right thigh, this is an important representation to me of my femininity and the fact that I'm powerful and strong at the same time. Plus I have a history growing up going to the shooting range with my dad shooting guns [in NV completely legal] so that means a lot to me because it will be one of his guns. And the last next tattoo I would like to get is a sacred geometry piece working around the diamond I have behind my ear. I have so many more ideas, there is no way I could list them all-but I am officially addicted and plan to become a really inked up girl once I find the right artists.